battleprincess

I feel like I am in between a rock and a hard place right now. I feel like that pretty often though. Tomorrow will come around real soon and before I know it, Thanksgiving and Christmas will be gone and January will be right there on the horizon that cools and warms the window of this room.

The good thing, the noble thing is to always take the high road. So... I'm always going to do my best to always take the longer way, the more calming way, the tougher exit out of whatever drama throws itself into my path. Never argue with people who never listen. Its a sure way for who ever to stress themselves out.

I kind of want to write fics again... But, I'm not very confident in my fic writing skills. My poems rock... my fics usually fail. Well that's what I think... A few people think I write interesting stuff. Not quite sure what I want to write a fic about as of yet. Today is one of those days when I want to write something, something big and epic and awesome, but, I am not sure what it is about or will mean. For me, stories and poems write themselves. They appear on the screen of my laptop after my fingertips have walked their way across the keyboard in a very interesting dance. The dance is either slow and painfully goregous or its fast and entertaining.

Logically speaking my underlying worry is not well founded. Its not something that I am going to blog about in detail. Logic isn't the thing that sometimes keeps me awake though and for that reason, I push it away and think happy thoughts.

Love, Heart, Star
bP