Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
I love my land friends, my webby friends, and the family in between.
I randomly hope that certain people will bake in the fires of Elrond for an infinite number of years times 40,000.
And I adore my future hubby even though I don't think we have crossed paths yet.
Have you ever told someone you hated them and meant it?
Yes and that psychotic set of $#@%#es had it coming!
Has anything upset you in the last week?
My grandmother is digging for information...
Do your parents approve of the music you listen to?
My mom questioned my love of 'the white music' when I first got into it around middle school ish. My dad doesn't really care, at least I don't think he does.
Where is your biological mother right now?
Dead.
Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?
Yes.
When was the last time you went to the circus?
When I was a kid. That was the good time before I got afraid of them. My sister ruined that for me when she opted to watch IT!!! 3 years younger than me and she just had to watch it in my presence. Now I can never look at a clown again and feel safe.
Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Sometimes. Depression is a hard habit to kick... During my cycle at least twice.
What was the first cell phone you had?
I don't really remember. I'm pretty sure that I wasn't with Tmobile then though. I was out of h.s. at the time I remember that much. It was kind of a bulky thing in comparison to my current cell.
Do you like to clean?
I like things my way. So I like to keep the kitchen clean, and the bathroom. But... my personal space can be whatever my creative mind wants it to be. In other words, if I want a messy bedroom I'm going to have it!
Do you ever think about the past?
Yes. But that is all water under the bridge now and I have no need for a dip in the nile.
Whats a fact about the last person you kissed?
Would it be too much for me to say that I think he is satan's nephew?
If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
Depends on the situation. If I was sick, I know I could take care of that myself. Emotional drama, Y or B.
Do you have any bruises?
On my left hip. I basically walked into a kitchen counter. I'm clumsy like that.
Anybody you're looking forward to seeing soon?
My brother if I get to go see him in his play.
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you that you're beautiful?
Yeah. Those were usually all attempts to get in my pants though. Or side remarks which were meant to hurt. Unless I count my Dad who was always trying to make me feel better.
Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long. I don't like my hair short.
Have you ever liked anyone that has treated you like shit?
Yeah... I thank God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit that we are no longer together.
What do you want?
To finish writing my poem book, get it published, a great apartment in my favorite part of Gotham *cough* (NY), and despite my overall answers I kind of want to be married already.
Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Probably not. There would have to be a really good reason. Hypothetically speaking. If I was married and my husband cheated, I would need some time to think. You know... kick him out of the house for a while. Or have him pay for my vacation time... All so that it would be extremely difficult for me to commit a felony. After I regrouped I would ascertain the situation. If forgiveness was achievable then I would work on it. If not..., well. Someone is going to need a really good lawyer and that someone isn't me. *cough* But... that is just hypothetical...
Have you ever made out in the rain?
No.
What kind of mood are you in?
Good. Relatively amused.
Would you eat a cockroach for your last ex if they asked you?
You know that little jingle for the JELLO commercials? Great! Now apply it to the following. H E L L NO!!
Are you afraid of losing the person you fell hardest for?
Well a lot of people in my family have passed on. My mom, an aunt, my great grandmother, a grand uncle, etc. I have never been afraid of death, its a cycle and we all have to die sometime. There are people that I don't want to die for a load of years though. Plus I would be really really really upset with God if He decided that my time here needed to end before I got married and had tons of horizontal tango relations.
Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Left side when I'm at home or somewhere familiar. Right side or as close to the center of the bed when I'm not in a familiar place. (hospital, hotel, etc.)
Has a boy been in your room before?
Yeah. The room I'm staying in once belonged to a boy. A cousin. Plus who ever designed this room had to have been a boy because no right minded woman would put this theme together.
Do you miss anyone?
My brother, a few friends I used to have lunch with all the time, my dad.
Honestly, is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Fictional characters...?
What was the last thing you drank?
Hot chocolate with marshmallows.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Sort of. There are people that I am always filtering out of my life for the most part. If you aren't or cannot be the type of friend or family that I want to have then you are out.
Your in or your out. ~ Heidi Klum (Project Runway)
Do you hate anyone?
Well... sometimes I hate them. Sometimes I pity them and their lack of concern for others. Most of the time, I don't think of them at all.
Are you a jealous person?
No.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
No.
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yes. Of course. Family, health issues. Life.
Is there anyone who will always have a place in your heart?
The few people that truly fit my personal definition of family,
Congratulations ! You just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Mistake. Bad dream. An event that can't happen.
What is something you wish you had more of?
Closet space. Computers. Inspiration.
Does anyone know your password besides you?
No I change my passwords often enough I think.
Your ex REALLY needs you at 3 am, would you go?
Maybe. If I was certain that he wasn't a complete jerk anymore. And only if it was really important.
Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
There isn't really a guy that I like like that. I haven't met that many people who sparked my interest since I moved. I do get shy around people in general though.
Are you happy right now?
Not unhappy, kind of chipper... so yes. I guess so.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
I don't know. I'm not looking for a relationship right now. Not that I don't want one. I just don't feel like looking. If that makes any sense what so ever...
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Yes. I'm relatively pleased with myself and my writing capabilities.
Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
There are a bunch of family members that I would not share information with.
Have you ever liked someone who didn't like you back?
Yeah... That happened a lot. H.S., and the earlier half of my twenties.
Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
Would a cat count as someone else?... If so then yes. Yes I have.
Do you currently have a hickey?
Nope. *cough* I would need to be involved with someone for that...
Done anything stupid lately?
Not really. I have been a pretty smart lady lately.
Does cuddling freak you out?
Ummm. I don't really like people touching me unless they have to. Exceptions go to certain people like my brother, emts/doctors, etc. But, I haven't been on the dating scene in a very long time so... who knows?
Have you had sex with more than 25 partners?
Nope.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
Wow... Its been a long time. I hope he is nice, nicer than he was the last time I saw him. Its possible.